Yeah its that time again. However I guess this ones actually one to read about instead of random nuthing lol. My previous midnight madnesses came to be when I was overly tired and really just needed something to keep me from doing nothing at 4 in the morning.

It's about 2 so I still have a bit of energy, woot.

So yeah whats on my mind?

Well to be honest its my lack of ability to find a job. It turned out I may need some cash at the time school rolls around. My loan thats been given to me turns out to be not enough to pay for school because of some new government fuck up. Basically since I get a certain amount of money from the gov, its deducted from my overall loan for school.

Problem is I've spent that money I get from the government on other important things I need like food, bills, and the occasional social outing. The government money was not intended for school as it was supposed to be intended to support my cost of living while I'm at school and its not suppose to help support my payment for school, but my loan decided it was.

Not knowing this was going to happen I'm in a bit of a dilemma and I'm pretty much in savings mode. I have to watch what I spend my money on now and really have no money for anything anymore. I'm trying to get issues sorted out but until then I'm stuck trying to find a job which has proved impossible in the city of windsor. Most businesses are closing in my city and all the unemployed are in the same boat as me. Very frustrating days for that part of my life.

On another part its my social life. I've lost most of it lol. Besides getting seeing my girlfriend most of my other friends seem too damn busy to go out anywhere or just hangout like we used to. My best friend is in the Canadian Navy at the moment working on WESTPLOY.

It's really awesome what he's doing on his trip and I'm proud of him. Just sucks because he is of course my best friend and theres no possible way we can hang out right now. He's set to come home early september. We'll see. He keeps telling me new things. He was supposed to be home a few months ago but here we are lol.

Like I said I still get to see my girlfriend which is great. She's definitely the greatest thing to happen to me and I love her. Best thing of all is that she tolerates my video game addiction. Even puts up a fair challenge splitscreen, not too much tho :) HAHA. We recently went to see wall-e which was pretty good, but I still say kung fu panda was better.

So yeah theres a serious update for yall. And for my last bit of news the first discussions of the 3rd Pivot Collab have begun. lol blame hijack. Doesn't mean its commin any time soon tho peeps. I'm just saying its the first time I've heard real discussions for ideas and ways to get it started. Stay tooned for updates.

-Narf